Speaking From My Heart

it really hurts when you're just a normal girl trying to live your own happy life ,

and people starting talking shiz bout you :/

i may act like everything's fine and try to stand up for myself ,

but still , no one knows what lies beneath my deep down heart !

seriously , it felt really bad !

all of this is only because ,

I like Justin Bieber and that I'm a Belieber !

come on guys , can't a girl just live her life with things that she wants to do ?

i decided to ignore all of you that protested about me liking him ,

but still , I'M JUST A GIRL !

don't start blaming me and saying stuff about me

you know NOTHING about me nor my Life !

i have never even bothered about you guys liking this and that

so why should you bother with mine ?

for example , like saying ;

"berpijak lah di bumi yang nyata. jangan terlalu obses"

i do realize that i am a bit obsessed , but i know my limits and boundaries !

i still hold on to my religion and i could still keep up with my studies ,

so is that bad enough ?

i think NOT !

yes , i am speaking to YOU ,

YOU , who made that status ,

sorry , but sometimes when you talk about something ,

you never really realize how people would feel

i'm living my own world , and you're living yours

why should you bother with mine , when i've never even bothered yours ?

maybe that's an advice , but still. it still is kinda insulting you know

kinda like "makan dalam".

but that's okay , my parents taught me so well to forgive & forget.

i just wanted to write this so that everyone knows what i'm really feeling.

I fogive you. 

and i hope you would forgive me too if i've ever done anything wrong to you

without even realizing it.

thanks for wasting your time reading this :)

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